Monday, December 14, 2009
I can see myself lonely.
I could see by the reflection of the water spot.
How dark it is.
How empty inside it.
By just looking from the eyes.
I could tell.
How empty inside the soul.
I remembered the regret that Ive done.
I know.
I could tell.
The past reminds me everything of an insecure foundations. Collapsed and gone.
I wish I could turn the clock around.
I wish I could went back to the past.
But its never too late to change it back.
Thats how I visualise every single mistakes that I've done.
It intakes me , guided me to the wrong way.
That I didnt realize. I thought it was true. I thought I could trust.
Ill take whatever it takes, whatever challenges to face within,
Ill sacrifice everything to make this reality. Even if I couldnt manage it.
I have to force it. I have to give it all.
I know theres a strength within me. Inside me.
Ill do everything and obey if it takes me to escape from my comfort zone.
Motivation would always kept me on going. It never fails to let me down.
Its like an energy fuel inside your mind full of sources that you need.
It builds up a positive mind.
Its any point of the start in life.
I know its within me.
I just need to discover it.
Ill change every criticism into a strong strength that will everytime reminds me.
Something that is unexpected will come out infront of me.
I know what best for me.
Ill go ahead without fear of those that will distract me from doing so.
What I plan is, I got to make it reality for next year.
Ill going to make it happen.
Now I realized that I know I can do it.
Just by looking at this year it make a difference between the past 2 years.
It change me alot seriously.
I really have to prove them that Im capable.
We are Humans.
Humans does makes mistakes and they learnt from it.
So I guess its the matter of time.
Fight against time.
- Sucre
